It is hard to live with. You are not able to do anything. You can't get up, you can't study, get dressed..It's pointless. All you want to do is to lay in your bed wainting for your death. Anxiety attacks you everytime. Your family thinks you are freak. Your friends think you are freak. But you are not. You are sad. You can't do much with it.
I've been there. If you need some help, please contact me, I am here for you.